Leadership Retreat.

The definition of a leader to me......well could be very simple. Someone who takes the lead... O_o Lol
Literally when I looked up the word "Leader" the same definitions came up. Some different, but most the same. A leader is someone who leads. Plain and simple. Someone who takes charge. In my mind, usually someone you trust, someone you can count on....
Honestly, if I don't trust you...then why would I follow your lead. So many people want to stand up and be leaders! But truly don't understand what it really means to lead. Anyhow, that was on my mind....wanted to get it out of my system!

As some may know, just by having personal contact with me in real life! I'm at a leadership retreat. Honestly I'd rather be celebrating my man's 24th birthday with him in Florida. Today, Saturday, February 23rd is his 24th birthday! Exciting right!? But I feel like I should be there with him, bringing in his birthday right! Instead of being here, with strangers I've never seen before....yet have to communicate and maybe just maybe connect, and build a relationship with. Bae says, "Focus on the retreat"...I'm trying....but so many things are trying to stop me from enjoying myself. But God is showing himself to be true. Let me explain. First, In my room we have 3 beds...and four girls. I picked the big bed, I never pick the big bed.......but we had to share. I almost nearly had a panic attack...I DON'T SHARE A BED WITH A STRANGER! #NoBueno #AintAboutTHATLife She nice though. So Ashley the really nice 23yr old I met offered to switch beds. I DON'T HAVE TO SHARE! Lol Second, I get my hair in these Marley braid twists. Im thinking everything is everything! Don't have to touch my hair all weekend, so I'm good! NEGATIVE...my scalp had an allergic reaction to the hair....I thought my head was on fire. #NaturalHairProblems #Allergies So my sisters took them out *sigh* Sad, but my scalp isn't on fire anymore! ;)

Third, It's my babies 24th birthday & he's in FL & I'm in Md. I wont see him, which beyond sucks! #Courtship #BestFriends #LongDistance BUT I have all my bars over here. So I'm able to talk to him on his birthday! I absolutely love birthdays!  Fourth, I was over tonight quickly, idk why.....well lets just say it's "that time"...but worship was on point for me! God showed up!...sheesh! In the end...I miss my baby like crazy! Wish he would've been here. But everything I take in...of course I'll share with him. That's what a GREAT future wife does ;) Lol

So maybe just maybe as always..... God came through.

That was just the first night of the retreat! Lol I'll update later this weekend! For all who actually read my blog! Lol


God Bless & Goodnight!

Always remember your: "Too Blessed to be stressed & too beautiful to have an ugly day!"

Love Always,
-Crys ♥