Character.

What a day. It's 2:07am & I'm up because I had coffee O_o *sigh*
This is the price I have to pay. So....... I'm writing.
Anyway, Back to today....Not a bad one at all. Actually rather suitable. Productive. Tolerable. I can't complain. I'm just blessed to see another day. You know, be given another chance.

Any-who, I learned something today. Two things happened. Two messages were sent out from me earlier today & the responses we're "interesting"-------> To say the LEAST.

The first response, I simply just didn't understand. I believe God led someone else to handle that for me. It worked out just fine in the end, to me at least, Feels good when you know you've done nothing wrong. So that's all I'll type on that situation ;)

The second response. One word: AWKWARD. First I'm all "caffeinated" up & extra hype for like no freaking reason. I've literally been in busy, laughing mood all evening! But this person tried to come for me and my relationship. I'll share this with whomever reads this blog, the person wrote this, "...if u trust him and feel confident in your relationship..."Mind you this person does not know me, or what I'm capable of (Excuse my gangsta! #ThugLife #OG----> But not really Lol)...but I told God that I'd be nice...and show love to my neighbor and enemies. So I feel like THAT indeed was a test. IT HAD TO BE! The Lord only knows how I feel about those kind of people. Just know I was biting my tongue. Holding onto my character and integrity. Wasn't trying to hurt any feelings tonight, with my lil hyper self. The line," if u trust him and feel confident in your relationship" is hilarious to me! Why do people think they can use that! Is that some kind of threat? Is that suppose to make me feel inferior? Ohhhh I guess it's suppose to make me doubt? Maybe break me down a lil bit? Lol.... hilarious to me. Some need to take several seats for the rest of their life. Anyway, I'm just thankful to say after some trails and tribulations my baby and I have had, by the grace, mercy, and unconditional love that God has for us---> we've overcome. Trust and Confidence isn't an issue, only by the grace of God. God put us together, and he's the one between us and the glue keeping us together! I tell ya------> Girls are a trip these days. Glad I'm a Lady ;)

When God places someone special in your life (spouse, court-mate, husband/wife, etc.) Be mindful of people who are outside of it. Your past shouldn't have a place in your future. All I can say is---> Exit stage left! & MOVE forward, I aint looking back. #ThatIsAll

Enough about all of that! There's this song out by Mali Music.....called "Ready Aim"
It's actually what's in my ear right now! It's super dope! I couldn't not share! I mean what kind of person would I be, if I don't share AMAZING music!?! Lol
Take a sneak peak-----> http://m.soundcloud.com/malimusicnote/ready-aim/s-oEXFX 
"Ready Aim----> FIRE! You wont shoot me down! NO!" ----> TOUGH....tough for no reason.


Always Remember: The condition and content of our heart reveals our Character. PROVERBS 4:23-------> Our character determines our future and success more than anything else. Lord show me...me...show me the condition of my heart. Make my heart better...put content on my heart that will strengthen my character. Do open heart surgery on MY HEART. HELP ME build my character!

Love Always,
-Crys ♥